Early in the morning a bombshell was dropped on me, even before I finished preparing.

It was enough to kill me.

The news could ruin my mood for the rest of my life.

Still, I headed to meet the rest with a heavy heart.

I was literally staring into spaces while on the train.

I tried to brace up and appear nonchalent as if nothing had happened at all.

And yes, I really did seem fine.

The later part of the day wasn't any better.

I just wanted to make myself happier.

All I wanted was to take that lil bit of time to grab the opportunity.

I know what I did was wrong.

But that lil bit of time spent was worth it.

I'm not trying to say that offending you is worth it.

I'm sorry, I should have prioritised.

& right now, nothing seems to go back into place.

I really hope the worst wouldn't come.